I HAD A WONDERFUL NIGHT WHEN I MET U 4 THE 1ST TIME WE HAD ALMOST THE SAME BRAIN SO SIMILARLY INSANE SUCH A REFRESHIN SURPRISE I RLY THOUGHT U WER CUTE I WAS FANGRRRL CRUSHIN HARD ON U KEPT IT IN 4 ABOUT AN HR THEN IT CAME OUT THANK GOD U FELT THE SAME 2 BUT NOW MY GRRRL WANTS SPACE & MY HEADS A STATE & IDK WAT 2 DO I WISH I WASNT SUCH A SUCKA 4 BLU EYEZ & CRU CUT SIDEZ & TA2Z I HAD A BEAUTIFUL DAY MAKIN OUT BEIN SUPER GAY GAZIN IN2 YR EYES TRYIN 2 W3RK OUT YR MIND HAD 2 TEAR MYSELF AWAY U SAID UD C ME AGAIN BUT IN SOME TIME CUDNT TELL ME WHEN & MY INTENSE INNER DYKE WHO LIVES 4 WHIRLWIND DELIGHT WISHED THE DAY WUD NEVER END BUT NOW MY GRRRL IS SAD & MY FRIENDS FEEL BAD & I WANNA HELP THEM THRU BUT I CANT GET AWAY FROM THINKIN EVERY SINGLE DAY ABOUT U I KNOW IM 2 FULL ON I PRETEND IM STRONG BUT I JUST DUN THINK ITS TRU IM JUST ANOTHER SUCKA GETTIN SUPER HYPED 4 SOMEBODY NEW` SO NOW IM WALKIN BACK HOME & IT FEELZ GOOD CUS I THINK I NO THAT WE R ON THE SAME PAGE & I DUN FEEL SO AFRAID WE TALKED AWAY THE UNKNOWN BUT THEN I THINK ABOUT MY INABILITY 2 DO LIFE I KNOW THAT I NEED TO CHILL I KNOW THAT I AM ILL MAYB I SHUD SAY GOODBYE BUT I CULDNT EVEN IF I TRIED! & THIS IS SUCH A MESS THE 1 THAT I LUV BEST IS DISTRESSED & FEELIN BLU & IM RLY BAD AT HELPIN CUS I NO THAT I AM MAKIN IT WORSE WHATEVS I DO SO NOW IM DRUNK AF & IM THROWIN UP & IM FEELIN IN 2 D33P SO IM GONNA CURL UP CLOSE MY EYES & HOPE I DIE IN MY SLEEP

MY QUEER STARTED APPEARING WHEN I WAS 14 & THE WORLD MADE ME BELIEVE SOMETHIN WAS WRONG WITH ME & I DIDNT NO WTF WAS HAPPENIN BUT I HAD SOMETHING DEEP WITHIN ME THAT WAS BUBBLING & I KNEW I NEEDED OUT OF MY SMALL-TOWN HOME I HAD TO GRO, I HAD TO NO, I HAD TO HOMO-A-GO-GO!!! SO I STARTED GROWIN UP & STARTED PLAYIN SHOWS & I MADE FRIENDS WITH ALL THE PUNK HOMOS & I THOUGHT THAT I MIGHT HAV BEEN A GAY BOY THEN DIDNT NO ANOTHRRR WAY 2 B THIS FEMININE BUT SOMETHIN DEEP WITHIN ME WAS TELLING ME 'NO, YOUV STILL GOT A LONG WAY 2 HOMO-A-GO GO!!!' SO I PACKD UP MY THINGS & I MOVED TO LONDON TOWN & UNDER THOSE DULL GREY SKIES I EMBARKED ON AN ADVENTURE OVER TERRAINS OF PAIN & FLESH 2 FIND OUT WAT FITTED ME BEST & I LEARNED THAT I WAS A LESBIAN WHO LIKED 2 LEWK BOYISH & TOUGH I WAS WOMAN, TRANS, POLYAM BUT MOST OF ALL I WAS ENOUGH!!! HOMO-A-GO-GO REDEFINE SEX ROLES REDEFINE EVERYTHIN MAKE YOUR OWN MEANIN I SEE GENDER PUT IT IN A BLENDER MORE PERSUASIONZ BETTER COMBINATIONZ MAKE A NEW ORBIT MAKE YR VERY OWN PLANET IF U FEEL IT IN YR SOUL DO THA HOMO-A-GO-GO